Bipolar - what is it? Definition, meaning, translation. What is the “bipolar woman” about which Oxxxymiron released the track? The beginning of Oksimiron's musical career

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[Verse 1, Oxxxymiron]:
Fuck brains abs again, chills and jet lag.
Stick your badge and questions up your ass, Sherlock!
We give rap a part of ourselves, like Tosin - dzhent.
We mow the cache without wiping the tears; the year is inscribed on the tombstone.

We ask in vain: "Give us all here not just an overnight stay!"
And that the nomad is waiting so, the light of the tavern will blink.
We are the ones who sacrifice everything here to onlookers -
Those who carry a ring around their neck will throw it into the vent.

And what in return? Dude, what's in return? What?
Folk love - bitter bread, banter at the show "Evening"?
When you're poor, you expect all the dreams from the big check, but
Where will you go when the check does not save you, like healing juice?

[Verse 2, Oxxxymiron]:
Ok, what are you on? You have everything -
What the underground rapper could only dream of.
You have risen from the mob, instead of being calm
Rejoice in the take-offs - again deplorable text.

You check how we live -
You probably don't live like that, no one at all,
And we have alcohol cheaper than a textbook -
So if you whine, you suck like Chandler.

It's more than you! More than
Your soul-searching worthless clown.
Chel, you remember, you and I walked in step for a hundred years,
Side by side for a hundred years we walked along the road to the dream from the DEPO to the final one.

Than lay low for another couple of years -
Better get this crap off.
Hey, liquid, you're not like an eternal campaign.
Oh, come on, get it together! Why are you so gentle?

[Verse 3, Oxxxymiron]:
Your truth, but you, like, it's too early
They drew their own conclusions from it, boys.
I lost myself in a year and a half;
Two friends are dead, the third is in intensive care.

Every step I take is under a microscope.
And real talk, if at least once you blundered - that's it
I waited a year to give up the throne.
Monomakh's hat is heavy.
I'm tired of all the fuck in the mouth!

The age when you start, everything is simple;
You catch everything from the air, bullying adults.
Remember, my home was a drifting island; -
From property only the future and air?

There is nothing to write: "Oxy, grow your hair!" -
I went completely bald in three years in the media.
And I would like to leave, but let my friends down
Do not give scraps of honor and conscience.

[Verse 4, Oxxxymiron]:
And from the oral cavity it would be necessary
A new verse and so that the flow - plastid!
Like a pop artist, but still an MC
Big Boss C.E.O. that feeds the team.

Good son, his on the board - the same type,
Oxford graduate - fuck everyone.
You are over the abyss in the rye, over the abyss of rye.
On Crowley's hand is the motto: "God forgives."

MCs are friends against; circling, wandering -
Already round dances around my carcass lead.
But I am a living corpse, the flesh is choking me,
And if you stab me, I'll bust my stomach.

How to flow, song, gypsy.
It became not clear what, there was a schoolboy with glasses;
But I'm not sad, ** I, spit -
Because my bipolar girl loves me.

About the song Oxxxymiron - Bipolar

• After a year and a half of waiting (and to be completely accurate, then 511 days according to Levon Saribekyan's website), Oksimiron releases the single "Bipolarochka". Quote: “I haven’t released anything for so long that I forgot how and where to upload it - so I’m counting on craftsmen!”. The work was written and recorded on the night of 09/13/17 at the production of BluntCath, which in August the rapper GUF "rinsed" in his track Cleanliness. The song was recorded and mixed by London-based beatmaker, MC and Portuguese-born singer Porchi, (real name Dario Vieira).

  It is worth noting that the composition is quite depressing in nature (some admirers of Miron's work compared the content with no less than Confession). The very name "Bipolarochka" means manic-depressive psychosis, which Oxxxymiron actually narrates about, recalling all the events that have happened to him lately. The text contains a reference to the death of one of the leaders of the group

In a battle with Dizasterom (Dizaster) in Los Angeles. The rap battle was without judges, but Disaster claimed that his opponent won: “He won, as always. He held his own in the first battle in English against the best battle rapper in the world."

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Oksimiron also became a guest on Eminem's Shade 54 radio and gave an interview project VladTV, founded by Vladimir Lyubovny (Dj Vlad). Miron spoke about his life in Europe, creativity and studies in England. “I was born in St. Petersburg. My father is a physicist and our family moved frequently because of his work. We came to Germany when I was nine. Then to England. There I graduated from high school and entered Oxford, ”the rapper shared. He became an English Language and Literature graduate from one of the most prestigious universities in the world thanks to his school teacher. It was she who suggested Miron to submit documents, and he coped with the exams.

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Miron was fond of hip-hop from the age of 13, at the same time he began to write lyrics. “Music has completely changed my life. For a few years after university, I was unemployed, only composing and releasing tracks. At some point, everything worked out, ”said Oksimiron.

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As it turned out, the popular rapper suffered from bipolar disorder, but is still not sure how accurate the diagnosis was made by doctors: “I have always struggled with something like extreme mood swings. Doctors told me about manic depression, then the name of the diagnosis changed. They gave me medicines, but I never took them.”

32-year-old Russian rapper Oksimiron gave an interview to the American channel VladTV. In a conversation with a journalist, he touched on many personal topics. So, the rapper talked about how he ended up in Germany, and then in England - their family moved abroad after their physicist father, who found work there.

I remember coming to Germany and seeing a toy store for the first time in my life. That was my introduction to capitalist Western democracies,” he says.

As you know, Oksimiron graduated from Oxford. He admitted that half of this is due to his immigrant status, and half to his own efforts. He studied at the simplest school and never thought about studying at such a prestigious university. He gained self-confidence thanks to his teacher at school - she also graduated from this university. “You have a good language and knowledge. Try!" she told him. And he did. But then he flew out of the university for a year with depression, then returned. During this year, Miron visited many doctors and heard more than once that he had bipolar disorder: he was prescribed medication, but he never took them. He is not sure of the correctness of the diagnosis, but admits that all his life he has been balancing between states of excessive depression and extreme agitation.

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Oksimiron has the track "Bipolar", in which he talks about his illness:

“But I am a living corpse, the flesh is choking me, and if you stab me, I will tear my stomach.
So pour the song, gypsy girl.
It became unclear what, there was a schoolboy with glasses.
But I'm not sad ***** (not at all. - Hereinafter the "translation" of the author), after all, he spit.
My bipolar girl loves me."

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After studying, Oksimiron decided to devote himself to rap, although he began writing lyrics at the age of 13.

Oksimiron (Oxxxymiron, real name Miron Fedorov) is a well-known and revered rapper in Russia and abroad, who emigrated to Germany at a young age. He became famous for his extraordinary polysyllabic rhymes, rather witty metaphors and a high vocabulary. Considered an innovator of the grime genre in Russia.

Childhood of Miron Fedorov. Education and first creativity

Miron was born in one of the Leningrad maternity hospitals on January 31, 1985. The now famous rapper comes from an ordinary intelligent family: Miron's father was a professor of physics, and his mother was a librarian. The first 4 years he studied at the Leningrad school No. 185, after which his father was offered a place in one of the universities in Germany, and the family moved to the German town of Ruttenscheid.

It was difficult for Miron, who found himself in a foreign environment without knowledge of the German language. In the prestigious school named after Maria Wechtler, where he studied, he was humiliated by classmates who came from wealthy families. He subsequently spoke about his attitude to this difficult period in the song "Last Call". It was rap that became the anchor of salvation, which helped the 13-year-old teenager overcome ridicule and bullying. He composed his first works under the pseudonym MC Mif.

MC Myth - "Al Ogon" (2000)

At the age of 15, the guy changed his place of residence again - he moved to the English city of Slough, which at that time was firmly entrenched in the glory of one of the drug trafficking centers in Britain. According to Miron's memoirs, there were many “chavs”, drug addicts and outcasts among the local children, but the young man had only pleasant memories of the local school.

It was the teacher who taught history there who noticed the guy's potential and insisted that he apply to Oxford. At that time, the most prestigious university in the country seemed to Miron something mythically inaccessible; among the other applicants in 2004, despite his good erudition and a worthy certificate, he seemed to himself an "uncouth peasant." Imperfect knowledge of the language, a German accent, and the absence of any social and sporting achievements affected. Apparently, due to innate stubbornness, Miron chose the faculty of English literature, specializing in "literature of the Middle Ages", and nevertheless entered - on the course he was surrounded by native Englishmen from the "top of society".

In 2006, he was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, as a result of which Miron was expelled from the university. However, he recovered and eventually graduated from Oxford, but the grades in the diploma were the lowest possible.

After graduating, Myron rented an apartment on the outskirts of London - this period of life is also often mentioned in his works - and tried to get a job, but it quickly became clear that without the right connections it is not easy even for an Oxford graduate, especially with such an unclaimed specialty and low grades. As a result, he got a job at a construction site - this decision was not easy, but he needed money to support his family and realize his creative ambitions. Subsequently, he changed many professions - he worked as a tutor, guide, entertainer, worked in the office, unloaded trucks, and even for some time was a "literary Negro".

The beginning of Oksimiron's musical career

Miron "appeared" on the radar of the general public around 2008 - at this time he began to post his demos on the Internet. By this time, he had adopted the pseudonym Oxxxymiron, which was a reference, firstly, to his real name, secondly, to the literary term "oxymoron", and the triple "x" referred to the generous use of obscene language in his tracks.

In 2009, he took part in the 14th independent hip-hop battle from the HipHop.ru project, where he made a splash - his tracks in the rounds "In the Land of Women", "No Communication" and "Magician's Box" were recognized as the best among the performed within the battle of compositions. He also won in the nominations "Best Sparring", "Battle Breakthrough" and "Best Battle MC". Oxxxymiron reached the semi-finals of the hip-hop tournament, where he met with the rapper Chest. The latter won, which caused indignation among many listeners who considered Oksimiron a much more worthy opponent.

After winning the battle, Oksimiron was noticed by representatives of the Russian-language recording label Optik Records from Germany. This is how Oxxxymiron and Schokk (Dmitry Hinter) got to know each other, which resulted in a fruitful but short-lived creative union.

First solo album by Oxxxymiron. Vagabund

In the summer of 2010, Oksimiron broke off relations with OptikRash due to personal contradictions. Together with Schokk and another artist known under the pseudonym Vanya Lenin, Miron created his own label "Vagabund" (translated as "tramp", "wanderer"). As part of this working alliance, he released his first album - "The Eternal Jew", which gained wild popularity among the Russian-speaking audience and the "Discovery of the Year" nomination from GQ magazine.

Oxxxymiron - "Tumbler"

Together with Shock, Oksimiron went on a long tour of the CIS countries, but soon there was a discord in the team due to a skirmish with rapper Roma Zhigan. After a quarrel, Shock left for Germany, and Oksimiron gave a free solo concert in Moscow, after which he went to London.

For some time he "went underground", but in 2012 he presented his first mixtape "miXXXtape I" to fans, a year later the next one was released - "miXXXtape II: Long Way Home".

During this period, he also actively collaborated with a number of prominent Western artists, including the Canadian rapper Madchild and the Germans Automatikk.

Oksimiron several times participated in the promising domestic project Versus - a hip-hop battle, where participants read their "disses" on the enemy without a beat, and the text of the speeches was prepared in advance and read out in three rounds. Rappers Dunya, Krip-a-Krip, Johnnyboy became his opponents, and each time he won an unconditional victory, as the audience responded, “flawless victory”.

Versus: Oxxxymiron VS Johnnyboy

The release of Oksimiron's second solo album has been delayed since 2012 and finally took place in November 2015. The disc called "Gorgorod" was a complete conceptual work telling the story of a writer named Mark, and therefore recommended for listening in strict order of compositions, of which there were 11 tracks in the album.

In 2016, Oxxxymiron held two big tours: "Takeover tour" and "Back to Europe Tour", and also participated in the recording of three joint compositions with rapper Porchy.

In June 2016, Versus Oxxxymiron vs. The video of their battle was posted on Youtube on June 19, and just three days later, the number of views exceeded 5 million.

Versus: Oxxxymiron VS ST

In August 2017, the long-awaited rap battle between Oksimiron and battle MC Purulent took place. Following the results of three rounds, all five judges voted for Purulent.

Versus X SlovoSPB. Oksimiron VS Purulent

A month later, the rapper broke the year and a half silence and presented the new track "Bipolarochka", which he wrote and recorded in one night.

On October 15, Oksimiron clashed with his colleague from the USA, the famous battle MC Dizaster (real name is Bashir Yagami). The verbal duel took place in Los Angeles. The opponents read in English, for Russian viewers the text was dubbed with subtitles. It is noteworthy that Disaster was the first to show interest in the Russian rapper, impressed by the multimillion-dollar number of views that the battle between Oksimiron and Johnnyboy collected.

Oksimiron opened his first round with words from Alexei Balabanov's film "Brother-2": "Tell me, American, what is the strength?" Oksimiron succinctly described his impressions of the battle on his Twitter: "I drop the West, y." Another entry appeared on Disaster's twitter: “Oksimiron, you were great!”.

Oksimiron's personal life

Oksimiron does not like to comment on his personal life in the press. It is known that he was married, but divorced. In 2014, fans attributed to him a relationship with a girl named Sonya Grese, as many joint photos appeared on the network, indicating a close relationship between them. Subsequently (during the battle with Purulent), he denied this information. The question of whether Oksimiron has a girlfriend is still of great interest to the many fans of the rapper.

Oksimiron now

Oksimiron publicly supported a series of opposition protests in the wake of the exclusion of independent candidates from the Moscow City Duma elections in July-August 2019.

At the end of August, the rapper announced that he was leaving the Booking Machine, of which he had been the head for seven years. He also hinted that he would probably stop touring.

In which the texts of Oksimiron are analyzed from the point of view of the symptoms of bipolar disorder:

Myron's work betrays not only his philological education, but also all the nuances of the worldview of a person who is regularly thrown from a height-into the abyss-back.

I knew my diagnosis in advance - spontaneous combustion.
The doctor said, "Manic depression!"
("Spontaneous spontaneous combustion")

You are either shit or a genius, there is no middle ground!
(Darkside)

Myron throws from depressive hopelessness:

... Life is short, full of suffering, ends in death.
And I realized that everything is neither this nor that.
Smoke - everything, got married, got a job, quit, fled.
…
I entered into symbiosis with this swamp,
Like a youth with a raccoon, a senate with a synod, a cathode with an anode.
I know I lack self-organization
After all, I can only complain and snap.
("Tentacles")

... to a manic frenzy:

Deliver me from your panacea
Home Paracelsus, because for me * * [plow] - an end in itself
Tired? we don't give a shit, Tony Stark as standard,
A couple of countries, highways, Krasnodar, Tatarstan,
Moskvabad, passports,
din of the stage, like hot cakes,
at least along the Moscow Ring Road to the start
even to Madagascar!
("City under the sole")

But all the joys of life are mixed with pain:

And why this pain from the experiment?
I don't even have the will to be rebellious.
I don’t understand why it covered specifically -
But covered specifically, and, like, for a long time.
("Girl * * [fam fatal]")

I know virgins will lead to problems
But your * under a hair dryer and ibuprofen;
When**** [completed] wept bitterly...
("Spontaneous spontaneous combustion")

And between these poles - melancholy, apathy and despair:

To live, people run back and forth, only the heels sparkle.
These people always know what to do, but I'm bored.
Life is boring, life is boring, I have nothing to do and therefore it is boring.
Living is boring, living is boring, living.
("I'm bored with life")

I need a doctor, better at home and immediately!
Watson, Freud, Kurpatov, Pepper.
The horizon was clouded and a window slammed somewhere.
By *** [no matter] who, but give me light: God or optical fiber.
("Signs of life")

Miron has stanzas about almost all the symptoms of a bipolar life.

For example, about suicidality:

People tell me: “Oxy, grow up!”
But I'd rather grow my nails
And from Gazprom City I would jump in a Hello Kitty suit,
God sees that he tried so hard to adapt, to be like everyone else.
Just like a classmate, friend or neighbor
But there's something wrong with me
I'm 26, but I develop with difficulty, like a mended flag.
("In the shit")

…and about jumping thoughts

I ... I can not convey,
What's in my cranial TV box.
I'm back, hold on, world!
("Signs of life")

About instability, the inability to stay anywhere for a long time. Quite a typical bipolar lifestyle - changing places, hobbies, relationships with each phase:

I spent the night in squats, wandered hitchhiking,
Turned off the roads and turned onto the trails.
And while my tracks were driving with might and main to the Neva,
He fired from everywhere, from where they were not expelled.
("Crocodile Tears")

There are a lot of texts - about survival, about struggle. Fight - with whom, with what? Miron grew up in the family of a university teacher and librarian, studied at a good British school, then at Oxford. So, about the struggle with oneself, with one's own craving for self-destruction.

I lost myself in a year and a half, friends: two are dead, the third is in intensive care.
("Bipolar")

I'm alive, thanks to fortune!
I balance across chasms on stilts.
I walk stooping and jumping like a fool
Through fate and storm, to the elusive Ultima Thule.
("Ivory tower")

About this anxious-depressive “everything is in place, but something is not right”:

Ok, what are you on? You have everything that an underground rapper could dream of,
You have grown from the mob, instead of calmly enjoying the rise - again a deplorable text.
("Bipolar")

It is curious that his nickname itself is about a combination of the incompatible. Manic depression is also an oxymoron.